Ada
that’s when I first tried reaching you again
Ada
did you ever see my texts?
Ada
are you seeing these now?
Ada
anyway, this is what happened next:
Ada
my mom if a fucking zombie
Ada
and I just shot my boyfriend’s dad!!
Ada
now his mom AND his dad are dead
Ada
I just made Christian an orphan holy fuck
Ada
and I haven’t even told him
Ada
haven’t responded to his texts
Ada
I hate that I feel this but
Ada
for some reason I just can’t trust him right now
Ada
his dad was being shady af
Ada
what does Christian know that I don’t?
Ada
and what isn’t he telling me??
Ada
god what is WRONG with me?
Ada
just trying to stay calm as I drive as far away from Fort Hood as I can
Ada
just like my dad keeps telling me to do
Ada
north toward Dallas, Ada – just stay focused
Ada
I feel like I’m in a nightmare and I can’t wake up
Ada
my parents aren’t who I thought they were…
Ada
creating weapons of mass destruction for the government??!
Ada
lying to me my entire life about who they are…
Ada
I don’t know what or who to believe anymore
Ada
and I still can’t figure out who that guy at the door was
Ada
and why he wanted *me*?
Ada
what do I have to do with any of this??
Ada
if you’re out there still Adam
